Have you ever heard the same thing one too many times?
I bet many does & especially eats you up alive if it is something that makes you ponder on & on & on...
The what if it happens... I could not stop myself from these visions.
Been eating me up alive since the previous time it occurs & it came up again yesterday.
I felt as though I've been swallowed whole.
I need to face this.
I need to be strong.
I need to hold back the tears.
What was said can't be undone.
Maybe I've hurt the person too much
Maybe I've been that ignorant.
Maybe I deserve this.
Maybe this is all said & done.