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Re-cap

2011-12-15T12:33:00.001+08:00

Just a re-cap. Here's my list of resolutions for Year 2011.
1. Learn to cook hub's fave dishes well & be a good wife. ongoing
2. Juggle work & personal life well. ongoing
3. Save $xxxx by the end of the year. almost there.
4. Driving License. :)

A big pat on the back for myself for almost completing it.
Yeehaaa~~!

Staff Retreat to Bintan

2011-12-06T15:10:00.001+08:00

Enjoyzing...

Agony

2011-11-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

I have this super HUGE pimple that makes your veins bloat, jadi bengkak, situated right in the middle of the two eyebrows, near the nose bridge. Painful & my right eye becomes kecik. Sigh.

Last Monday, I...

2011-11-08T07:54:00.001+08:00

For who I am

2011-11-06T11:59:00.004+08:00

There comes a time when you will think what makes you, You.

The teachings from our parents, teachers & friends.

But mostly, parents.

How you turned out to be, partly your choices for the many years you've been on earth.

I can't remember when I started to lie. Perhaps it was when I played the game hide-and-seek, perhaps it was when I was terrified of the consequences of telling the truth. Many other experiences could have been the contributing factor but it wasn't something that my parents thought me.

It was my own choice. I think it is true when they said the little ones says the darndest things but most of the things that you've asked them, they answered you with the truth. They don't yet know how to care for one's feelings as they speak their mind freely. What their parents told them about things. Like for example, back in my time, the Karung Guni man. Parents threatened their children into selling/giving them away to the Karung Guni man all because they wanted their children to behave properly. Thinking back now, some things does work into your upbringing.

I used to hate how my mum will pester me to be with her in the kitchen and help out whereas al my other cousins will sit & talk amongst themselves. I hated it because up till now, I never understood or ever talked to my cousins except the few that are close to my parents. And of course, there is another side to it, I am comfortable in being in helping in the kitchen during functions. It's okay to be mistaken to be maid just as long as no one treats me like one, I am good to go.

Well, my point is, whoever I turned out to be, never been 100% under my parents teachings. There are other factors like friends, own choices, experiences that makes me who I am.

And my parents never taught me how to be angry, mad, do not talk or even hate anyone.

I am thankful for that cause if they did, I wouldn't understand why as it'll hurt people so deep probably takes a long while to be forgiven.

For what it's worth, harping on this matter relieves my tension.

And yes, it all started out from you as parents :)

Thicker

2011-11-05T13:15:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji. One of the festive seasons for the Muslims. I almost typed Malay -.-" which then I reminded myself, not only the Malays are Muslims. Duh! No plans aside from visiting both of our grandfathers.

My atuk is doing great. He's much better now I should say. Eating well, put on weight, looking healthier. All in all, he's doing great. His grandfather though has just been admitted due to an infection on his leg. I don't know how to describe the experience during our previous visit. I still do hope for his recovery no matter what the doctors says. His will to fight is still intact & we shall all pray for him.

Let's not talk about my life right now. I am full of emotions. Angry. Sad. Disappointed. Confused. Upset. There's more than what was stated. Things have been going South with some people & it is not as if I did not try. I've tried but more people seemed to just let it be or better still, add kerosene to fire.

All I can say is, both of us, husband & wife made choices on our own. Things happened & our actions are all our individual decision. I did not force him to say/do things and neither did he. So, whatever is between you & me, do not blame him. I hope you could stop feeding nonsense to them, the innocent beings. It is time for you to grow up. The least.

New Layout

2011-11-05T11:16:00.003+08:00

Gotta love the new layout & thanks Blogger for making it hassle-free to edit!
♡ Blogger!

Woke up late

2011-10-27T10:45:00.001+08:00

Thankful

2011-10-26T21:28:00.001+08:00

I am pretty much annoyed. Cooked a little but still so much leftovers! I am quite fortunate that both of us does consume yesterday's food.

There's so much I intend to write but I am not sure if this is the right medium to pour everything out. It sucks. It really is.

One thing for sure. I am constantly praying that things do get better and that both of us, husband & wife will be showered with rezeki. Insya'allah.

Spanking newbie

2011-10-10T10:47:00.001+08:00

First time blogging through my iPhone.

AWESOME!

Just a thought

2011-10-09T14:24:00.002+08:00

AKU PALING TIDAK SUKA TERHADAP ORANG YANG MENGADU DOMBA SEGALA ORANG YANG DIA KENALI.

Please don't leave me

2011-07-21T15:56:00.001+08:00

tahi lalat jadi besar?

2011-05-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

Plantar Wart. That's what it is. On my left sole.
I am totally disgusted by it! How do I got it in the first place? Haiyah.

Funny acronyms.

2011-05-01T02:19:00.002+08:00

No harm meant but I just wanna share.

PAP - Pay And Pay
SPP - Stupid People Pay
NSP - No Such Pay
WP - Why Pay
SDP - So Don't Pay

Should listen to the crap the guys talked about after being high on Sheesha.

Proud much?

2011-04-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

There is a difference in using Windows OS & Mac - like that's new, right.
Even though I had been using a MacBook for a year, I still am such a noob at it.
Seriously, I just memorized how to print screen!
So what's new?

I borrowed a friend's Nikon D3000 & was wondering how the heck do I transfer all my photos over?
Needless to say, I was so dumb that I rebooted my MacBook & switched to Windows (yes, it's been Bootcamp-ed!)

Anyhoos, due to my laziness of having to switch OS each time I do the transfer, I researched.
My oh my... the long-winded explanation they gave for such simple steps.

So here goes nothing. I've managed to do just that!
Without any extensive card readers & such.
Just the USB cable & my MacBook. Plus of course... the camera.

Switch off your camera.
Plug it in to your MacBook using the USB Cable.
Run iPhoto program.
Once loaded, switch on your camera & ta da!
It'll start detecting all the photos & files in your camera...

Phew! My life's alot simpler.

This is it.

2011-04-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

I've tried covering up some asses & well, yes, I thought I could get away with it scot-free.
Nonetheless I was caught and unfortunately, I did not intend to reveal anything.
Now I am in the middle of it.

Being in this situation makes every single thing so hard on me.
I hate it so effing much.
So, I'll put me first before others.
Oh, I assure you... many will be affected.

Enough Said.
I'm Broken :'(

Have you ever?

2011-04-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had those days that you feel so dead tired?
Had one of those days that you just wanna cry for no apparent reason at all?

This is what I'm feeling now.
I think that I might just be having symptoms of a fever coming :(
Headaches & feels warm all the time!
So, I guess I should be prepared to get an MC somewhere along next week.

*cross fingers* Please let me be well throughout this weekend.

Mister, we'll go for that long awaited massage soon ya? I can't take the bodyache anymore!

A Full Saturday

2011-04-16T15:31:00.003+08:00

Damn right it is. Whole day at home what more can I ask for... right?
Cooked Nasi Lemak with too many sides & Mango Dadeh.
2nd attempt on making a fruity jelly - seriously, if I failed in doing it again this time, I might just go deep into depression!

So FIL & BIL intends to go to the cemetery in like 30 minutes time and I might just skip.
Let's look at the facts...
My ankle hurts (alasan!), lazy (another alasan!) and belum mandi lagi.
*Shakes head* Apa nak jadi.

Lucky Mister is not home today otherwise... he'll have to suffer with the smell from my damp armpits. Guinness World Record I tell you!

Anyhoos, I'm going back to bed & might just get in the shower before 5. That is, if I wake up.

Toodles.

Dear Friend

2011-04-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

I am sure you are in a bad situation right now.
Even though it's your decision but I am sure things will come around.
Do not worry as it is not your fault as I know it is the right thing to do.
Though we hate each other sometimes but when it comes to problems & such, you're always there for me and for that I thank you.

So Farhana, be strong cause I believe that you are.
Your family is there to support you & Insya'allah I'll be there by your side.

married.

2011-03-20T07:01:00.000+08:00

The thing about being married is... before anyone asks how have you been, they blatantly ask one thing, "pregnant yet? "
And when the answer is NO, they ask an insensitive question, "planning eh?"
Sumpah aku macam nak tumbuk gigi dorang biar termasuk balik dalam gusi.

They have had a life.
They've been 'just' married & went through the same thing here I bet.
So why ask when they should know how it feels kan? Simply stupid!

I am not angry that we've not conceived yet.
I am just angry that each time these people see me at a wedding, my grandfather's house or just coincidentally bump into each other, without asking the norm what-are-you-doing-here, they said ilah da ada belum?
If I were to ikutkan hati, I would say... "kepo asal? nak tanggungkan?"

We're in no hurry to have a kid but we are building our foundation to have a family.
Savings. For our own good & for the future together and not with these busybody noses.
So yea. We've been good. Struggling but almost there :)

There's nothing I would not do the same all over again.

One of the wants

2011-03-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

Look at how pretty this thing is!
Prettier & cuter than the Cuttlebug machine I've been eyeing on.
Now... I just need to see it in person.
Plaza Singapura, Made with Love, #03-33~!

Hint for a birthday present!

If Only

2011-03-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

The surgery was supposed to be successful. Supposed to be!
So why is this happening?
The spread of the cancer to other parts of the body and all?
Why is your system so F up?
Instructions were not clear and it's as if my grandfather's life is of no importance to them!

I just wish I could take your misery away.
To have you smile & laugh again.
For me to disturb & tease you just to get your attention.

If only I could do just that.
If only. If only. If Only.

The in between

2011-02-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

So, around this time probably grandfather is on the way to the hospital.
Mum says he's losing his mind.
Seeing things, forgets where he is, forgets the basics of life and even eats up a whole day's worth of medicine in one shot.

And I am not sure to be prepared for the worst or...
I don't know how I'd be when I get old.
Oh I can cry now... I really can...
& my left eye has been twitching non-stop for the past few days.

A reminder for me to please be responsible enough to take care of my parents in future.
Be it good or for worst...

I can't lose him... not my grandfather or not anyone related to me... not now at least.

Please.

Highest peak of the heart rate

2011-02-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

To tell you the truth, I am quite angry at almost every single thing.
Work & Personal life.

To date, we recently found out that my grandfather is diagnosed with Prostate Cancer.
Could hardly tolerate the pain & with that coming from my grandfather, it is a HUGE deal!
Later on, Mister & I will be taking him back to his house.
Cause the doctors claimed that his heart is not that strong to go for operation today.

Let me tell you what my mother just told me over the phone.
Though my mother's English is not that good, we all know that we could at least understand what she is saying all the time and so... here goes.

My mum asked the doctor for a medication to decrease the pain for my grandfather and she was talked rudely by the same doctor whom mistaken my grandfather for a kidney patient! He accused my mum of trying to kill my grandfather by asking them to do the operation for him. I swear if I was there, I would have given all the anger I've got. Let's see if later he does it again... I am all geared up for ya.

As for work. Some bloody colleague who kept reciting "I'm a graduate. I have a degree" all over my face, left the printer running with the supposedly rejected posters.
Now, I am gonna regulate the items and she is hell yeah gonna get it from the management.
Graduate indeed! Show OFF!
Why am I mad at her? Cause she kept telling tales on how the minister is her uncle, she studied in Australia, she has a degree so should be earning higher and yada yada yada.
Tell me if those things are not a earful for you yet! Cause I can make a date for you with her.

Now, with that settled, I need the weather back to normal to take away this prolonged headache I've had.

About the stalker

2011-01-31T16:23:00.002+08:00

At times I tend to think what have I done to deserve this?
Why is she bothering my husband?
What is she intending to achieve?

Late night calls to my husband's handphone... disturbing our sleep.
SMSes such as "bomoh cinta" and "Mazlan love." Ugh!
Yes, it bugs me. Happy now?

Let's leave the BLAST for the last straw,yes?
You'll see what I'm gonna do to you.
Can't beat them, join them... right? Nyiahahhahaha.
So I need friends to all help... pretty soon.

Eventhough, many said... "Biarlah... dosa dia yang tanggung sebab ganggu rumahtangga orang" but how far can we tolerate this, right?
I am not the woman in the Indonesian show,"Hikmah".

NO WAY!

Finalized resolutions for 2011

2011-01-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

It's a need for me to finalize it as I do not want to hear myself said, "Haish..." when I review them end of the year. Heh.

So here goes from the most important to the least!
1. Learn to cook hub's fave dishes well & be a good wife.
2. Juggle work & personal life well.
3. Save $xxxx by the end of the year.
4. Driving License!

And I find as if these are not resolutions but instead, a wishlist! Hah.

As of yesterday

2010-12-18T22:58:00.003+08:00

All that I could say was that, it is was real sudden.
I can't keep it out of my mind.
Even though she was my mother-in-law.
I regard her as my own.

='(

I need to keep a brave front for the rest of the family.
Don't I?

and I broke down

2010-12-16T16:00:00.003+08:00

"... menumpangkan ... ada bilik dan katil masing2kan... iri hati sne sni...ada uatpape... ada pun ble kirala."

It hurts too deep that I wish to perish from the world.

='(

laugh at me if you dare

2010-12-16T00:21:00.003+08:00

All of a sudden... I remembered.
Remembered the unfortunate incident at my parents' shop years back.
I opened up a can of tomato puree without being cautious.
Haha.
Well, it attacked a chinese guy wearing white la ok!
His face was red too!
But hey, it was funny... up till the part where we supplied a packet of napkin for him.
Hahahahhaa...

Sorry man... but hilarious!

Trial #1

2010-11-30T08:45:00.002+08:00

As many of you know that my face has never been flawless (aside from during primary & secondary school days). Each time it heals, someone'll say something about it and there it goes again... the cycle. I had been very much aware and sad actually pertaining to my face condition (aside from my weight).

So, I had been sourcing for new ways to heal the blemishes caused by the previous encounters of pimples & itchy fingers. Heh. So, I managed to find a suitable facial wash to almost prevent many pimples from popping up - Clean & Clear Foaming Facial Cleanser. Yay! Been using it for 5 months now and it helps.

Now, the next step it to get rid of the blemishes and reduce the redness. Euw! I know. My horrific face! Anyways, I bought this some time ago and I intend to use this now since I pretty much managed in preventing new pimples. So this is my 1st attempt to clear it up a little.

This is the Cream.

It's really inexpensive.
Just $7 or so.
Now, let's just see for these 3 months coming if it works or otherwise.
I am applying it 2 times a day for now.
Once in the morning & once before bed.

Well, for now, Bismillah...

food poisoning

2010-11-29T11:45:00.001+08:00

Food poisoning is a common, usually mild, but sometimes deadly illness. Typical symptoms include nausea, vomiting, abdominal cramping, and diarrhoea that occur suddenly (within 48 hours) after consuming a contaminated food or drink. Depending on the contaminant, fever and chills, bloody stools, dehydration, and nervous system damage may follow. These symptoms may affect one person or a group of people who ate the same thing (called an outbreak). - www.emedicinehealth.com

Hubby's got it this morning. I took time-off but I guess it turned out to be a half-day leave instead. Left for work while he was sleeping and I don't feel right about leaving him while he is sick. Sigh.

Sorry Love. I just had to attend work today. I'll check on you later.

Numb-ing Instance

2010-11-23T20:48:00.007+08:00

Am upset but I don't intend to put it across.
Words, actions formed from the biggest ignorance.
But it's okay. It's for my own good.

So cheers, to becoming a good person and learning to be patient.
I've got all that I need.

I can just smile from reading this over and over again.

I need to learn to do it

2010-11-22T17:54:00.002+08:00

To manage how to cook in the wee mornings before work.
That's the first priority for now.

Please give me the idea and patience to do it.

Maggi Goreng

2010-11-20T18:28:00.002+08:00

I am certain there are other ways to cook maggi goreng.
Hubby was indeed very persistent that his was nicer than mine which I am waiting for a day that he will be cooking his style of maggi goreng for me. Maybe you could share yours with mine? Al-maklum... saya ni sedang mahu belajar.

Ingredients
1 Packet of Curry Flavoured Maggi
1 Egg
Some Sliced Red Chili (hiris)
Some Sliced Onion (hiris)
Some Sawi (Chye Sim) & chop it around an inch big, washed and drained
Some taugeh (Bean Sprout) washed and drained
Some cooking oil (don't try to be funny and use axe oil eh!)

Method
1. Boil the Maggi Noodle till cooked and drain it.
2. Heat the oil, stir fry the onion & chili.
3. Add in the sawi & taugeh. Continue to stir fry it.
4. Add in the drained noodle. Keep stirring cause you wouldn't want it to clump together.
5. Add in the curry powder provided in the Maggi packet. Stir....
6. Lastly, the egg. Stir & Stir till the egg looks cooked :)
And Serve!

Now that I've shared mine, please do share with me yours.
Email it to me at innosensical@gmail.com or simply click on the '0+' at the top of this entry.
Looking forward!

Procrastination

2010-11-15T22:38:00.003+08:00

The act or habit of procrastinating, or putting off to a future time; delay; dilatoriness.
- directly extracted from ThinkExist.com

That's what I am doing now. Procrastination.
Need I remind you that the Prize Giving Day is this Friday.
And I am nearly to zero percent through with the presentation.
So yes, I am waiting for people to scream at me albeit it will never happen.

Photoshop is in Windows while the PowerPoint software is available in Mac.
This makes me so MALAS!
Promise to self that amongst the gazillion things that I need to do, I shall put this presentation at the highest peak of priority.

Now, should I continue with it or just turn in? Meanwhile, the husband is at work.
Take Care My Love!

bug a boo

2010-11-12T22:43:00.003+08:00

My mister been coughing for a tad while now and might I add, the time-to-turn-in moments are just not that calm anymore due to his uncontrollable need to cough. Tsk! I hope he and the rest of the family members that are sick to get well soon. In the mean time I shall uphold my health's pinkness as long as I can.

Next week, the workplace is having the prize giving ceremony at Singapore Polytechnic's Auditorium. Now I wonder, why don't they just hold it in school? We have a hall and other means to carry it out within reach... but why relocate? Beats me. So, I am in the presentation committee and the prize giving committee. Main tasks. Boo!

Following Monday is our Staff Annual Dinner. Hawaiian theme. So yeah, I've made up my mind to be a party pooper. I am so not going. Cause, for one reason, it begins at 7pm and ends like what time? So what if it is at the latest Big Hoos and Hahs. Mister won't be there with me plus who is gonna fetch me home? (not that I care or anything but still!)

Ah and lastly, Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows Part 1 is on the launch this 17th November 2010! I am so gonna go watch it. But first, I need to make the mister hooked on it so he can teman me watch it. *evil laughs* Till then, I shall leave you to the trailer.

Celebrate 11th...still!

2010-11-11T23:04:00.005+08:00

Mister, it's the 11th. Happy monthsary!

Anyways, surely many of you know Leighton Meester whom is well-known for her acting role as Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl TV Series.

Well, if you find her acting skills are superb, I'll give you this.
She's in the movie "The Roommate" which probably will be in Singapore (I hope they bring it in!) next year, hopefully!

Watch the trailer!

Common understanding

2010-11-07T14:03:00.004+08:00

I AM HATING THIS.
Go figure.

i wanna dig a hole...

2010-11-01T15:01:00.002+08:00

...and bury myself in it.

I went for a test which I failed.
Felt so so down that I cried while Hubby's on the other line (which is so not me!).
It was a pretty depressing and demoralizing moment.

But.
I insist on being strong and go through another try which is the final try.
Promised myself that 2 tries is all I am gonna take. So yeah.

And now, I shall lock myself up in the room making some noises while I weep quietly on my failure.

So I say...

2010-10-28T10:37:00.002+08:00

I intend to do some studio photography.
Backdrops are the last of my worries but the lighting & camera.... HELP!

I guess I have to take time to do this. Meanwhile, I saw softbox & strobe light on sale.
Which should I get?

Not now though... the looooong later. Sigh.

OMFG~!

2010-10-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe this is there for us to witness!
The labour video!

Girls will be girls

2010-10-21T22:21:00.006+08:00

While Mister Husband is at work & I am very way tired to do anything, I lay down on the red carpet & read up till I was interrupted by these two kiddos with their newly bought colouring books which came along with stickers.

So, they made full use of them.
Use the little teeny weenie ones for their cute little nails.

Nadhirah's & Nadiah's

Nadiah & Nadhirah

And of course, yours truly (I just had to be the "model" for kids fashion)
Jangan jealous!

I got it back!

2010-10-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho... I got back my old blog address!
yeeeehhhaaa!
I swear my fingers won't itch anymore to change it cause it was so hard to get this url back.

o-oh

2010-10-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

I think I am being hyperly online already. Bad sign bad sign.

I just finished keying in my updated stocklist & disturbing people in facebook, twitter & my ex-boyfriend. He's on afternoon shift till tomorrow morning (overtime).

Huhuhuhu... I have the whole bed to myself :(
okay, let's just pretend that this is a bad thing. heh.

First day in the circuit was bonkers! Crank course, S-course & Directional change. Like super OMFG! I hate S-Course. But I hate taxi drivers all the more! They think that they are driving a bumper car! Tomorrow another day. Less than 2 weeks to the test. I have no hope of passing but still I shall try my very best :)

Seriously, what is this taste ni? Nothing I eat or drink seemed to make it go away ;(

So I shall just sleep it off and hope tomorrow it's all better.

Streaks

2010-10-19T10:10:00.003+08:00

This morning I was greeted with a not so nice taste in my mouth. Euw. I have no idea what is it. The taste is still here though I brushed my teeth twice to get rid of it. Ugh! So disgoosting! Makes me feel wanna puke! Anyways, I think it is the need to eat. LOL!

The weather is bad at this point of time so it doesn't permits me to get out and get food. Hungry hungry hungry. Been 2 weekdays that I have not prepared breakfast. I know, shame on me. But I was in a mood. Lazy & mood swings just not a good combination.

Sorry ex-boyfriend that I nagged at you this morning as I rummaged through my wardrobe looking for something proper to wear for today. I understand that you are tired and all but I still nagged. I am so sorry. I do feel bad about it. Haish. Insya'allah I'll try to stop doing that k.

in progress

2010-10-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

Everyday switch on laptop, check emails, apply jobs, go facebook & continue with work. Now, after work, I have a test to learn for and right after that phase... I shall go deep into this job hunting. Amongst all the days, PMS strikes bad today. My throat is sore, body is lethargic and I don't feel like doing anything. Even typing this entry is already making me go angry at the keyboard. Damn!

mini steps to learn cooking

2010-10-16T10:48:00.003+08:00

As I proclaimed myself to not having any idea on how to cook, I am taking smaller than baby steps to do so. For I thank Hjh Rahmah for this idea of hers.

When I stayed with my grandfather a few months back, we would be making breakfast together. It was always amongst these - roti telur (with butter), sardine roll, roti nutella (toasted) and sometimes we put both nutella & peanut butter together.

Now that I am staying with my in-laws, I intend to make preparing breakfast a must. There are a few reasons I must say as for one of the main reasons, I am too lazy to walk out of workplace to purchase lunch. Believe me, at noon, you will agree with me that you do not want to be walking under the scorching sun. Plus the human traffic at the eateries? I am turned off already!

Anyways, getting back to here, I have been preparing this for well... the whole week. It's simple.

Chili tuna roll

Basically, I just buy the ready made tuna at NTUC. It is really like the sardine roll but just that it was replaced with tuna. Try it. Al-maklum, kita ni kan malas sebenarnya. kekekeke.

Happy Saturday all!

My ex-boyfriend

2010-10-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

He accompanies me to groceries shopping..

And he took public with me too...

Oh yeah.
We need to patch things up.. I love him so much!

Ommmm

2010-10-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey yaw

2010-10-08T11:25:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from the "Get ready for audit" momentum.
This sucks. Period.

This audit really worries me and what's more worst, this conversation happened.

Teacher: I want to pass the books to Suhailah to ask her to keep.
Librarian: But I don't think her office has anymore space. Have you seen it?
Teacher: I don't care. She have to find her own space for it.

See what nonsense I had to tolerate with daily? I am waiting for her to confront me as I for sure am gonna give her one good tight space! GERAM!

Moreover, this phase makes me tired all the time after work.
Both mentally & physically. *cross fingers*
Let it be over soon.

Happy 3rd!

2010-09-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

Time passed so fast.
Been married for 3 months already
& our first raya together is on the way :)

Even though

2010-09-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

... I see you daily, I miss you more each day.

Tell me what you see

2010-07-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

What does this look like....?

I think it's looks like vagina!
*oops!*

No la Siti! It's the flame torch's stand!

My apologies. It sure does look like a vajayjay... Hee!

The agony

2010-07-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

Due to the overwhelming amount of dust particles present in the "new" office,

I have a swollen left eye.
Never been this bad before.
Believe me, this is just the beginning.
I did not take a shot of the very next morning though as I could hardly open it!

Please kindly ignore my fugly face.

My few coming Wednesdays...

2010-07-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

I hope I am going somewhere with all these courses I am gonna sign up for.
One thing at a time & I vow to put it to practise.
I shall not waste the $$$ and the time and effort I have put in for all these.

Insya'allah, I'll get to where I dream of being.

One can only hope

2010-07-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

Now, second entry for the day is not a sign of me coming back to regular updating. NEVER keeping your hopes for any daily update cause I, myself, am not sure if I can keep this up.

I have been induced with UTI by the clinic nearby here (meaning Bishan). I hope that it is all gone by now though. 5 days worth of medicine for $50?? You have got to be kidding right? But I think the medicine was just a few bucks whereas the urine test and the **** test adds up to that amount. *shrugs* I certainly hope so. Otherwise, that medicine had better work!

And lately, I have had the cramping on my left ankle (the one I sprained last raya) and it was just a mild pain. I did some research on it and only to be alerted of a possibility of diabetes. Being me, I got so worked up on that fact and is still am now! So tomorrow onwards, no drinks with glucose in it and no sweet stuff as well. NO NO. I shall discipline-ly refrain from consuming any for my very own good cause.

The Husband is working late today which means I have the whole bed to myself tonight. So spacious =( I love to sleep at small spaces... except! during pre-menstrual. Hehs. Another fact about me.

I'd like to inform my fellow online bloghoppers that I am indeed, Married.

Thanks PSB for reminding me.

I had gotten married last 5th June 2010.

Been 1 month and 1 week =)

P/s: Husband, I hope you miss me cause I miss you even though we see each other everyday.

Belated Thank Yous

2010-07-12T16:52:00.002+08:00

I know this is alot too late but I guess I could spare this 7 minutes before I knock-off from work to update here with my thank yous to these sets of people who had made our wedding successful. It was definitely one of my grandest memoir of a lifetime!

Services:-
Bridal Outfits - RH Bridal
Bridal Makeup - Kak Nisa from RH Bridal
Photographer & Videographer - Aidil & Dewashah from G2 Productions
DJ - Cik Jo & Family (Semangat Zaman)
Personal room decorator - Mazlinda ( Linda from Jurong West)
Bridesmaids - Idah & Linda

Families:-
My grandfather, parents & brothers. ( without them... it would be possible!)
Wak Ros & family. ( for rewang-ing especially saving the majlis! )
Wak Idah & family. (rewang-ing, helping me to n fro Ayer Itam to buy our stuff n many more!)
Wak Lin & family. (all for rewang-ing, hadang-ing & karaoke-ing)
Wak Mik & family. (Walaupun jauh tetap dtg & rewang.)
Wak Nana & family. (Abg Fizi & Yati for driving me to the MPH)
Wak Isa & family.
Hopefully I din miss out on anyone.

My aunts & uncles whom are not from Singapore, thanks for coming.

Friends:-
Yasmin, Evan & Guoxiang - Touched for the patience in having to wait for my arrival & thanks so much you guys!
Farhana.
Solihin, Khadijah, Zaharah & Kamsinah - After so long tak jumpa! dtg juga ye korang. tenkiuk!
Rojak Clan - MUST COME ONE! Thanks you for your attendance & meetup to write in my guestbook!
Wdls wellington ex-cheerleaders - thanks for coming! you gals are so much more beautiful now!

And last but not least... Now, that it is all over, Can we do it all over again? hahahahhaha!

Motivate me

2010-07-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

I am too lazy to blog. Believe it?!
But I hope I could do it soon to jumpstart my blogging gear as I do not want to comeback just cause I am angry or sad and everything-not-nice. Soon soon...

Meanwhile I update about this week.
Monday
Went to choose our studio photos.

Tuesday
Marianah gave birth to her little angel! If only I had the power to burst her waterbag, I would have done it last Friday!

Thursday
Went over to Marianah's with Linda, Idah & Fadz. Which reminds me. I need a clearer picture of the baby-with-no-name yet! That tiny little thing!

Today
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse today with the husband (in bold!) & another couple, Idah & Fadzli.
I am so gonna eat french fries today! Thanks to someone who tempt me! Hurhur!

To Self: I have been off-diet for almost a month and that's not a good sign. Getting back on it this coming week. a MUST.

a lil tweet here

2010-05-25T09:23:00.003+08:00

Why hello you! This blog has been dying for awhile just like my neopets.

So anyways, this update is not about the blog or neopets but rather just a quick flash of what I had in mind right now.

"I think the problem is ME."

disappointment

2010-05-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

Of course everyone will tell me that I am stubborn and am never able to listen to anybody.

All I can do is just smile and nod from the advices.
Those advices that I don't need but will keep in mind.
And to those of you who wishes to talk to me about how to talk, how to behave, what I should do, what I should not do... reflect on yourself!
You think you are so friggin good? Why jaga tepi kain orang? Kenapa sebok nak tahu pasal orang?

Every story has 2 sides. So I beg of everyone... Know me before you judge.
What you saw you can believe, yes... but what comes to this is what you should find out.

So much for keeping things between ourselves when all about me is being laid bare for the world to know.

Well, at least I am being transparent and am still being accepted.
Just you wait. Retribution and karma might just happen.
I am so betting on it!

of butterflies in the stomach

2010-04-22T09:18:00.002+08:00

Shhh!
Some online peeps are not allowed to know so allow me to keep this BIG thing on a ho-hum till it's over.
I promise an update from the beginning, the middle and the end.

p/s: now I am starting to wonder how some can do it over and over again and still going sane.

not much to say

2010-04-14T22:00:00.004+08:00

Early night

2010-03-30T21:26:00.002+08:00

The first thing on my mind while I was on the way home was to take an afternoon nap.
Did not manage to due to circumstances.

Warm day it had been but rainy towards mid afternoon.

I wish pay day will come soon so I could put the money in the account and top up the ezlink too.

Tonight, I wanna dream of my future.
Where I am earning big bucks per day.
Where I am busy but there's still time for personal means.
Where I am enjoying every minute of it.

If there comes a time as such... I'll remember this dream.

So tonight, I want to turn in early and hopefully I could do the banner by tomorrow.
Faggot. I am sooo lazy today.

I promise.. no empty entry for tomorrow. At least I hope.

I miss everyone.

A minute of silence

2010-03-29T22:33:00.004+08:00

A minute of silence is often a gesture of respect, particularly in mourning for those who have recently died or as part of a commemoration ceremony of a tragic historical event.
- Wikipedia

My grandmother passed on the 22nd March 2010.
A day that I remembered so well up till today.
At times, just looking at her pictures makes me cry all over again.
Needless to say, I am a sucker at mourning.
This is the first death I've had faced of someone very dear to me.

Don't worry, we are all fine.
Still doing the basics of life.
Like bathing, cooking, eating, drinking and working.
My grandfather is doing well too.
Maybe I had been taking this a little too hard.

I am still getting over the fact that she's no longer here.
Every morning, I just hoped she would be here somewhere in the house.
I could still hear her voice, laughter and jokes up in my head.
Am I going nuts?

I dreamt of her this morning. I wish I could dream of her again later.
I feel like putting up her pictures up here but perhaps on another entry I would when I terribly misses her.

Allahyarhamha Hajjah Sariah Binte Paiman.
Nek, akak rindu nenek :'(

Beefed

2010-03-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

I am pretty disappointed with myself today.
I intend to make myself feel good yet again.

Though you are still here no matter how fugly I am to the world.

Kena summoned!

2010-02-26T00:42:00.004+08:00

The lame excuse she gave me was Yat wanted to meet the Mister about some car stuff.
So, I headed down to Bishan to wait for them.

Tunggu punya tunggu dan lebih daripada 2 jam...
thinking that the Mister was visiting the toilet when suddenly he urged me to open the door.

The couple handed me this.
(Sorry Bie, I thought you were a part of this.)

Tell me. Will you obey the instruction given???

And it comes along with a note!

Psst! I reeeeaaaalllyyy hoped that the location bears in the box.
Otherwise...

Don't worry organizers. I didn't peek nor did I pretend to drop it. More like... being held hostage by the Mister to prevent myself from opening it! Nyiaahahhaha... So here I am... waiting...

FOR 27th FEBRUARY 2010!

Muffled

2010-02-24T23:44:00.003+08:00

Gas. They filled up my stomach till I feel so bloated.
I need to fart badly but I just can't.
I am too embarrassed to let it go in case it's a little LOUD.
Shhh!!! Don't tell anyone.

Reality Strikes

2010-02-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

Don't you just hate it when it happens?
Things are just way out of hand sometimes and when that sometimes comes... they just suck!

As the day draws nearer, the more anxious, nervous and nauseated I felt.
Every second, minute, hour, day, week and month counts.
Let's just endure for a little while longer.

Well. I went for a visit to the grandmother's ward. (Yes she was admitted. On the 16th)
She wasn't doing too well, I'd say.
It hurts to see her in so much pain but yet I had to restrain from any sign of emotions.
You know, in case she might wake up and see the pity and she feels more weak / faith-less.
So, I guess while I am blogging now, she might be transferred to another ward or just prepping up for a surgery. Hang in there...

Brrr

2010-02-11T12:16:00.002+08:00

It's so cold in here - the office.
None of the aircons are on and neither are the fans.
Pity my colleagues who had to cope with the non-ventilated room.
So what, I am sick here. Hello!

I think I am going to have a fever or just signs of me wanting a super long holiday. Yikes!
One thing is for sure is that I am really really sick.
I am on half-day today to proceed to the doctor later or maybe just tomorrow morning.
Depends. I am so freaking weak.
Damn ME.

Right before I leave this workplace, I thought to myself, "Hey! Why not just update?"
And I signed up for sgBEAT - god knows whatever for! Hah!
Dozing off once in awhile... like I got no energy left in me sia...
TSK! So much for superman huh? Where was he when anyone needed him? nyiahahaha...
okay okay so merepek.

Time check 12.23pm. 7 minutes left. My bags all packed. Tissues too.
12.24pm - just finished the previous sentence and waiting for the next minute.
12.25pm - can I just publish this already?
12.28pm - oops... fell asleep a little.
12.30pm - okay. bye!

it's no mushy talk

2010-02-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

If you refer to one of the previous entries, you would find out that this is the 2nd day that the Mister is in for reservist. Now... I am too lazy to refer to any of the past years entries during his reservist period but I am quite certain that I am always fever-ish whenever the time comes. Boo to me! It's just the body's weird way of torturing me when I said I wouldn't miss him.

Case in point : We would not meet / talk on the phone when he's working the afternoon shift which relates to what is the difference between him working afternoon shifts against reservist right?

Anyways, I was almost hit by a car today. My second experience throughout my entire life.

The last time was when I was 9. A car reversed out of the parking lot suddenly while I was walking behind my family. Luckily, I managed to avoid on time. Otherwise, it might just hit me slightly above my hip.

And today, same thing happened. Wait, is this a sign of me gonna die in such a manner?! Choy! So, where was I? Oh yes, same thing happened. Crossing at the zebra crossing slowly behind a lady with my brother beside me. The car just start to reverse! Like WTF! Since when a car will reverse at the zebra crossing, right? It was reversing slowly and I thought I wanna rush while pushing my brother and the lady to the front but the DAMN thing was, the car's reversing speed increased! And I bent my body quickly sideways to avoid being hit and hurriedly jumped out of the way.

Lagi best... the car's window wasn't closed. So, apa lagi... I cursed loudly (in tudung -.-" ) and the brother ( in his army uniform) said, "Hello! LOOK BEHIND AR!" and I continued staring plus cursing. My heart hammered okay. Was so scared. Suddenly my fever gone gitu. LOL!

So no fret! Don't worry. I am still alive. Breathing through my nose which has mucus. Euw!

Getaway

2010-02-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

In case some of you have eye problems, it is not GATEWAY.

So, off we went to JB for a day to survey some stuff and follow this particular couple shopping their necessary stuff as well. A day of food, Food and FOOD! Macam mana lah aku tak gemuk kan... Anyhoos, it was tremendously fun. The trips to 6 different locations and the games we played (the loser didn't eat the chicken up sey~!) but still! I WON! hah...

Apparently, I would love to blog about everything but I am just too tired and I hate to say this but ask me if you wanna know more. Yea it sucks, but I love having people curiously inclined to the mysteries behind Siti Suhailah.

I am UGLY today.
- My skin is getting worse till I feel like wanting to put on a paper bag on my face and walk.
- Weight is fluctuating.
- I look FAT and am FAT.

That's it. Now the pictures comes...

It's Feb already?

2010-02-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yoohoo! I'm so back to blogging.
Because I am so uptight.
Cause I am very much torn apart.
Cos' I am pretty damn sure I need to blog about this.

I am not too sure whoever who misses me but yeah... heck you!
Today, the printing was much of a hassle. Itu tak betul, ini tak betul!
Last last aku yang macam nak menangis. But lucky I manage to control my emotions.
Still intact. Whatever.

Saturday, going JB.
One of the many things to do when we are there.
Nervous wreck - panic ok.

There are things which I can be sure only by this weekend (i.e. Saturday)
Let's keep our fingers crossed yea people!
For me at least.

Well, I know I am on random; just read it.
My stomach muscles pulled so tight that I forgot to breathe.
My mind raced from east to west.
My fingers trembled whenever...
So yeah, I think it is taking a toll on me... huhuhu...

Now, that's being put across... let me fill this blog up *blows dust*
6 Feb - JB
8 - 11 Feb - Lan's Reservist
12 Feb - Meet Yas & GX
13 Feb - *not-to-be-told* times 2!
14 Feb - eh... aper plan eh this day?
27 Feb - Hen's Party (APER THEME NI!!!)

K dah. I am empty now. Bye.

Did you know?

2010-02-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

Today's breaking news...
Some girl from a polytechnic was a victim of some pervert-thieving ass.
She lost her handphone. She broke up with her bf some time before.
Next thing she knew, her "nude" photos were on her blog.
Like freaking ya!

She was suspended and man! was she ashamed or what!
The whole school knows about it.
She was posing with her br****s exposed & kissing her bf.
Poor kid. She should not have taken the photos in the first place.

Now she have to bear with the shame and also school-less.
Always always remember... handphone cameras do not have a good resolution so please.
Stop taking "photos".
It's BAD quality.

That's definitely not the moral of this. But I know you get it already. You're too smart!

duk duk

2009-12-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

Time check! And I am still awake :)
Cause I wanna update you la sey!
Hia hia hia...

Okay, maybe tomorrow ok.
More like in a few hours time!

Our 59th

2009-12-11T11:57:00.002+08:00

Highlight of my day!

And so, I need a vase + some floral preservatives a.s.a.p!
Thanks love.

change

2009-12-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

I feel like I am going through this phase where nothing is enough.
For a first, I do not like this attitude.
I think there is something wrong with me somewhere.
Like there is something in my body that doesn't belong.
Dreams run wild. Mind goes wild.
Yes, it seems wild.

I know I am not making any sense but that's the whole exact point.
SENSELESS.
Is there ever such a word?
ugh.

Get a grip.

While.

2009-11-27T09:40:00.003+08:00

I am heading out in an hour.
No phone call yet and no sms yet.
I don't know how am I going through this.
Plus, it's Hari Raya Haji.
Only this time, I am celebrating it all alone.
Believe it?

Well, I guess not alone afterall :)

the natural strands

2009-11-11T10:16:00.003+08:00

It's been 2 weeks that I found huge amount of hair on the pillow that I slept on.
It means I am having a severe hair loss problem!
What are the causes?

I've been using the same set of shampoo and conditioner since years ago and I have not used any hair products lately. It got worst this morning that I wanted to cry when I see it. Hope it is curable. I researched and found that it may be a part of the stress. Guess what. Resources online states that it might take 6 - 12 weeks to get better. Hope it is not that long otherwise I might be balding by then. Help!

hey

2009-11-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

So what they said wasn't true. That the nearer your marriage is, the more problems you get. I wonder who made this up. Seriously, no thanks to you. Life is great. Had been better. Now, I am smiling so that you know how happy I am with everything. From the planning to the preparation of the wedding. Strangely enough, I am quite contented.

p/s: read every italic words with it's opposite meaning.

At this moment

2009-11-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

I wished I had never been born.

Look!

2009-11-04T08:08:00.001+08:00

My life has just got a wee bit interesting...

It's back!

2009-11-02T22:22:00.003+08:00

Menu was re-vamped. Place was shifted. Cook is still the same.
The taste is definitely still the same.

Why not try it at:
Selera Hainanese Chicken Rice & Western
Blk 722 Clementi West St 2

instance

2009-11-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

I've learnt a lesson.
Never to be a messenger.

So I guess we are shifting again.
Not back to our house though.
Feel sooo homeless.

But I still am lucky.
I have my Mister.

He saves me from this deep hole I've accidentally fell into.

p/s: I'll fight till the very end. For you.

comfort songs

2009-10-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Welcome to my life by Simple Plan, Mocking Bird by Eminem, Kill you by Eminem, Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne and etc,etc,etc.

They are my muse for now... Fucking hate it.

Shhhh! Now,now...

Everyone says,
"Everything's gonna be alright."

of monopoly & McDonalds

2009-10-27T23:13:00.006+08:00

Need I say more when the title's already is good enough?

Latest craze I must say. It is like playing with every soul in Singapore. The adrenaline to rush n get those game labels is definitely a promising fun and stress. I hope many of you are taking part as I have a number of game labels myself! Trade anyone? Hahaha... we are, afterall, just as kiasu as claimed.

For those who are missing out, visit www.mcdwin.com for details. It's great when we have more competitors isn't it? Good luck!

p/s: I hope you do restrain yourself from having all your daily meals from McDonalds though. So Healthy. Not!

summarize

2009-10-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

Hate being the "between" subject.
Scoldings are so last year.
Health hasn't been better.
Spiders are bad/good omens.

Paranormal activity; best home-made video ever!

friendship

2009-10-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

Go to google.com.sg and type in 'friendship' in the search space.
Pretty sure there are a list of websites with definition of friendship.
Might I add, even a lifeless website knows the definition of a friendship.
In case you didn't know, read on...

Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:
the tendency to desire what is best for the other
sympathy and empathy
honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
mutual understanding
- extracted from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship

Perhaps to validate my decision...

When I searched for it, you seemed concern but never came across your mind to confess or rather inform me what was going on. Instead, all you did was... shall I re-enact? "Are you sure there are 10 sets?" bloody hell.
I vent my problem on the missing set for months! A friend would have put me out of my misery! Let alone that, those are the times you could have come with a clean slate! Before I came up with the guts to make a report.
SMS me to ask if I had touched your bag while you were gone as something went missing was when I found out that it was the set I was looking for. Which was what you STOLE from me.
Put me in the spot and smsed me with "On account of our friendship..", was the cherry topping!

Seriously.
Friends don't steal from friends.
Friends don't keep quiet when a friend is going to be labelled "irresponsible" forever due to something went missing under her care.
Friends don't make their friends pay for their mistakes.
Friends don't put you on a spot.
Those are the basic levels of a friendship.

Thanks much for being such a good friend all these while.

I think your confession came at a wrong timing. It should have been when I told you I had to fork out the money to replace the missing set which might be above 200 bucks. It should have been when I asked the office to check the CCTV and login tap card. It should be when I told you it was either one of us. It should be the other times when we were laughing our ass off before I spoke to the necessary people.

And on account of our friendship, it doesnt matter... as there never was.
Might take years for me to forgive but never forget.

Factual

2009-10-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

Who claims that you could type out possibly anything under the sun and right through your brain cells in a blog?
I did until now...

Well, as a matter of fact, I do not understand why anyone would bother to read and then spread it. It is not as if I am some famous blogger or whatever. Wait, perhaps I am and maybe that's the reason behind it all? Oh, it is flattering, really!

And to you, perhaps the next time could you literally ask me directly 'what' or perhaps 'who' does that blog entry refers to before acknowledging it to an 'assumed person'. I will definitely appreciate the 'concern'.

In anyway, the day went by pretty fast actually.
I ate my ass off and went home late as well.
It was a great day, really.
We talked. Idah, Tina & I.
Session of bonding and crapping I would say.
LOVE.

I feel like signing off now... toodles!
My Mister is meeting me in the morning. Woohoo!

as you can see

2009-10-20T20:56:00.004+08:00

Practically the same layout only this time...
Let's make use of the beautiful widgets :)

Still under renovation though. Bare ok.

Sunday

2009-10-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

From Geylang to Suntec and it was about to be Marina next when the ankle struck me again.
Next time ok, love?

excitement

2009-10-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

Weehoo~!
I am enjoying every minute now as I am using the MacBook.
Nyiahahaha!

FYI: It is not mine but the workplace's property.

Photo Booth here I come....

drill

2009-10-06T23:56:00.003+08:00

As I was enjoying, there are people in despair.
And for that I am sorry I didn't share your sorrows and I hope things gets better soon.

Hope that the 14-year-old is not guilty for the burnt down mosque.
Hope that the survivors of the quake is picking up.
Hope that the accident on the road did not claim any lives.
Hopefully by tomorrow, it'll be a better day.

Till then, good night world.

base

2009-10-04T12:29:00.003+08:00

Everyone have their own rights to their very own opinions and how they wish to express it.
I think that this is too profound and everyone should validate the way they chose very carefully.
Yes, truth hurts but indirect truth hurts more don't you think?

Like for example, you don't like the things we've discussed, just say it out loud.
You don't go around bitching about it later.
Cause it hurts much much more than you telling me face-to-face.
And you are making me say "BITCH" as it doesn't matter that you're a guy or a girl.
It applies.

I'm hogging

2009-09-29T09:04:00.005+08:00

Wish I could stay home today and watched all the new episodes of endless shows online.
Shows like, Supernatural season 7, Grey's Anatomy Season 6, CSI Season 10, Flashforward... many more!
Well, that should accompany my evenings for this whole week at least. Teehee!
And might I add, my eyes are getting from bad to worst.
I could not even see anything clearly beyond 2 arms length!
This is so sad. I am angry at myself for not taking care of them but what have I done wrong uh?
Hmm...

Mister is working evening shift this week which only meant that we could only meet on the weekend.
*cross fingers* family doesn't have anything planned.

Latest addition

2009-09-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

miss you

2009-09-25T10:55:00.004+08:00

Mister is away for a good 2 days and migraine struck me so bad that I hurled. ALOT.
It wasn't a good feeling I must admit but something to keep me occupied from reminding myself he is away.
I hope he would be back by Monday morning so I could see him during lunch time or perhaps time off so that he could rest in the evening or so...

Been shopping online, hurling, window shopping, house visiting and entertaining...
Such a boring life I got.
Oh, which reminds me I could not wait to wear my brand new shoes out.
Bought it at $50. Pretty heftily priced but I loved it too much that I saw her thru the window and heart says that it is a must grab!
Think it is time to be a member. LOL!

I need to meet these set of ppl soon.
Yasmin & GX - where art thou?
Rojak Clan - 10th ok!
Dabus - set date can?!

eeeeessssshhhh!!!

2009-09-02T22:56:00.004+08:00

2nd time posting...

Behave eh please!
At work, you seemed fine and at home, you're messed up.
I've restarted and rebooted both the modem and the laptop many times and yet the same results.

This makes me malas to update.
Sigh.

haiyer!!!

2009-08-24T08:36:00.002+08:00

I was in the train enjoying my nap when some big ass guy from JJC squeezed into an empty seat beside me.
Let me emphasise, BIG ASS.
His ass was so big that he was trying to minimize his occupying space like as if it was possible!
The guy on his other side was so pissed that he stood up.
And aside from that, he continues to shake and shake his butt like it'll miraculously shrink to fit into 1 seat.
(NOTE: I have nothing against obesity as I myself am obese but I do know where I can FIT.)

When that's settled, he took out a book and reads...
and every 5 minutes or so... he was shifting his butt out to scratch his dick.
I WAS SO DISGUSTED!
It was the upmost ultimatum that I could tolerate as he continued to shift out of the seat and shift in... shake and shake, shift out, scratch scratch, shift in, shake shake.... like it's a cycle!
JJC student know! Like WTF! So no common sense! scratch dick some more... haiyoy!

So please please take note. Not everybody in JC is a genius. Moron!

It's Singapore... Singapore... workout time!

2009-08-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

Remember we did this back in Primary school???
Classic!

Enjoy!

he got me into...

2009-08-18T10:36:00.003+08:00

Queen of Nagas

The Mister was so interested to know the story behind this picture as he had heard that the legend of this naga / oarfish being caught by american army and after eating it, each one of them died.

The fact is, after so much researching, it is a Myth.

This picture was extracted from the news in 1996.

Don't bother to enlarge the image, read below:

"SEALS find serpent of the sea: Look, on the beach! It's a bird, it's a plane, it's... a fish? Twenty-three feet long and more than four feet in circumference, this image from a 1950's horror film weighs in at 300 pounds. And it's dead as a doornail.

The silvery serpent of the sea - an oarfish - was discovered last year by Basic Underwater Demolition/SEAL (BUD/S) Instructor Signalman 2nd Class (SEAL) Kevin Blake. The oarfish has large, saucer-shaped eyes and a raised, red, elongated dorsal fin along the upper ridge of its spine. At the time of the find, Blake was leading students on a beach run at the Naval Special Warfare Center, Coronado, Calif. "It was unlike anything I had ever seen before," said Blake. "It looked like some sort of prehistoric throwback." Scripps Institution was notified of the find.

Although this specimen was dead, it was a rare find. The University of California, San Diego's Scripps Institution of Oceanography, has only been able to collect four specimens of the undersea giant.

Scripps' Senior Museum Scientist H.J. Walker came to the site and removed the creature's head and tail for anatomical study. He speculated on the death of the fish, saying it probably met its maker after an encounter with the propeller of a boat. (JR. Comm. - nothing to do with having a SEAL Basic Underwater Demolition Team in the area then!)

Walker dared the BUD/S trainees to sample their find, knowing well that oarfish, when cooked, tastes like paper. He tried eating it himself when an oarfish was caught in some fishing nets of the Southern California coast a decade ago.

According to Walker, the oarfish is harmless, eating only small shrimp and living in depths of up to 700 feet in warm tropical water. Oarfish average between 20 and 30 feet long when fully grown.

"Because of its look and size, this is a fish that gives rise to the sea serpent image." Walker said.

Records have a 56-foot long serpent like creature found on a Scotland beach in 1808. It's believed to have been an oarfish.

Story By JOSN John Carstens
photos by LT DeeDee Van Wormer."

So, one of them(in the picture) spotted the picture being distributed and pointed himself out of the picture and many find it hard to believe as they claimed that the picture was taken in 1973 and the man who pointed himself out looks exactly like how he was like in the picture. Meaning, they all did not die after eating the fish!

And so, who was the one who started this so called "legend". I wonder.