Is it just me or is everyone really neglecting me?
Be informed! This is not about family and relatives and lover.
Personally, I feel that I am hated.
God knows why and for whatever reason I should be feeling this way.
Strictly and highly confidential or so I thought.
Seemingly, my volcano had been erupting way too often that it is hard for me to control.
Seemingly, I had been very very upset about some stuff that I had allowed it to take it's toll on me.
Seemingly, everything and everyone just makes me feel bad that I always FEEL there's a need for me to say "sorry".
So when you want to ask me, "Lala, is everything alright?"
You'd better stop. Cause, Lala, is not fine and no, not everything is alright.
Get my point? I know this entry is a little vague. That's the whole point about blogging world, I guess.
Feeling free to write anything but not EXACTLY everything.
Please understand.
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