Kays. I guess I owe alot of explanations to many people indeed. As most of the times I am MIA and plenty of times I feel like I am affecting people around me and guilt is with me whenever they ask, "Are you okay?". I didn't mean to hurt any of you and that was why I smiled when I could and joke when I can and even laugh when needed. So when I know I couldn't it is best to avoid the 'okay' question. That's about me. I can share my fun and best side but I dont wish to share my shitty and mellow side. Probably just to one soul out there besides Hubby and brother.
So yea... I love all the girls that asked whether I am okay and are always there for me. I love you and I really do and sorry for hurting any of you out there as I am not myself lately. So far, I would love to say I am loving my life as much as I can and possibly could and I promise that there will be more cheerful entries in the future for all I know, those whom might only know me through my entries would think I am that sober in life.
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Plans are made and all that need to be done are catching up pretty fast and perhaps the next thing I know, I might be running the plans already. FYP is there and now I have to make my last touchups before troubleshooting and reporting. And resume need to get done for job applications as soon as I end my poly life. I need $$$ to go on a shopping spree! Heh...
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