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"Happiness" - you have to fight for it

At this moment, at this point of time, I find that life will never be easy. Never. There are choices and decisions to be made, feelings to take care of and at the end of everything you might just find that you have nothing else to bring.

So when you say I have a choice... I almost drowned. When you say you'll do it if I don't... I'm at the brink of death. When you say future or now... I choked. When you say fight for your own good... I tore. For a minute, my future without everything I am fighting for just flashed before my eyes. It scared me like blood was drained out of my body.

Don't get me wrong, I know you meant well. It's me I need to fix. My heart I need to protect and perhaps my eyes I need to fool and maybe my brain I need to straighten. Just maybe, I could afford to lose me... just to escape and fly.