Saturday, November 5, 2011

Thicker

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji. One of the festive seasons for the Muslims. I almost typed Malay -.-" which then I reminded myself, not only the Malays are Muslims. Duh! No plans aside from visiting both of our grandfathers.

My atuk is doing great. He's much better now I should say. Eating well, put on weight, looking healthier. All in all, he's doing great. His grandfather though has just been admitted due to an infection on his leg. I don't know how to describe the experience during our previous visit. I still do hope for his recovery no matter what the doctors says. His will to fight is still intact & we shall all pray for him.

Let's not talk about my life right now. I am full of emotions. Angry. Sad. Disappointed. Confused. Upset. There's more than what was stated. Things have been going South with some people & it is not as if I did not try. I've tried but more people seemed to just let it be or better still, add kerosene to fire.

All I can say is, both of us, husband & wife made choices on our own. Things happened & our actions are all our individual decision. I did not force him to say/do things and neither did he. So, whatever is between you & me, do not blame him. I hope you could stop feeding nonsense to them, the innocent beings. It is time for you to grow up. The least.