Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Ramadan is here!

First & foremostly, I would want to cleanse my wrongdoings to anyone I have intentionally or unintentionally hurt you readers, through this blog. My sincerest apologies from the tips of my hair to the tip of my toe. Selamat berpuasa to my muslim readers.

I can't be anymore excited as I am now. Okay, kidding. With 2 kids in tow & a prefixed timing to prepare meals by, may Allah gives me strength.

Daily routine alone has been madness. Madness!
Ends work, fetch kids, reach home, feed & play with the kids.
Next thing I knew, it's already 7-ish.
Maghrib, prep dinner, have dinner, with kids disturbing in between, prep their school bags, chores...
Another next thing, kids requesting for milk.
So, I had to lay in bed with them till they fall asleep.
Look at the clock, 10pm.
Deadbeat & worn. No other choice but to get up and continue with chores.

Coaxing myself with, "It's okay. Things will get better as they grow."

But hey, every night before I turn in, looking at all the peaceful & innocent faces, makes all of this, worthwhile.

I wish I could be a perfect Mama.