The preception of watching a hindi movie is, “something you will always tear for.” I know what I am trying to say here is probably that “obvious” but heck, so here’s the thang. I had been having this hindi movie for almost a month and only today, I had disciplined myself to actually sit in front of the TV and watch the show.
A month ago, each time I linger across the VCD, I will say, “I don’t wanna cry over a stupid movie” discreetly to myself. Hah. Somehow, I did watch it today! And you’re not gonna be surprised but I cried. Yea, I am such a crybaby. =p
With that being said, I think that I am ready for a change in my life. I don’t want to be the “good girl” nor the diligent kind of kid anymore. Though, I am not a kid, I prefer it to stay that way. I want to start a saving where no one knows about it, put myself before others when it comes to something important, care less about helping friends/acquaintances – they are crap!
Promise. Monday shall be the last day that I am going to help any of them anymore. I have had a great lesson which burdened me for quite a bit now. To shorten it, I referred a friend to work at my parent’s shop as she needs it before she finds a true job (or so she said) And the thing is, she had not been behaving well there. I heard complaints from both my parents which I shall left it un-elaborated. Ugh! Good lesson for me. So, no help is on offer from me and that’s a full-stop.