I am supposed to go out.
I am supposed to have fun.
I am supposed to do many things but here I am rotting at home and brooding on what jobs am I supposed to go for and whether I will be able to get a job once I am out of this school cycle.
She bugs me or maybe He bugs me about money.
Whether it is going to be sufficient for my own function this coming May.
And here I am brooding over things where I am supposed to worry months before and that many girls dont have to as it will be accounted for under somebody else's tab.
But not for me I guess which is good for me if I were to think about it as I learn how to be independent and perhaps even manage my own money in the long run.
SO so so.... Why the hell do I even bother complaining?
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