Tuesday, July 10, 2012

What's on my mind?

I know that I have yet to leave an entry about the "honeymoon" in Batam but I guess I am not up for it, YET. Anyways, currently what is on my mind would be my weight, chores, house, cooking, babies, doctors and career. Okay, bluff you. There're more to that.

Now, before you are getting any idea that I am pregnant since I've listed "babies & doctors", allow me to just clear the air, NO, we are not expecting. Yet. Enough of baby talk. I am tired of that topic cause everywhere you can see expecting mummies, newborns, pregnancy posts & children talk. No I didn't subscribe to their news feed but they seem to just be around me. No joke! To all of you(s), I don't mean it sarcastically but in case that you were to read this, congrats! I mean it.

So as you can see, my entries are all about ME & some are the people around ME. Anyways, sorry, I got sidetracked. Just typing my mind here (sure feels like I am talking to myself right now). Keep reading if I didn't bore you already.

Here goes. I am aware that some may think that I am quite an anti-social person. But anyone who knows me will agree that it is not true. So if I am not close to you, there must be a reason. For I believe in getting too close to a person might just expose their true being which I may not like & seriously, that image is hard to erase. Knowing you a little already shows some things that I may not like so to sum it up is... better not to get close to you.I am so sorry.

Well, of course there are times when I felt a pang of jealousy when someone I should be close to but am not, is close to someone else. It is best for me not to describe the situation here. Above all, I have decided to just let it be not because I am anti-social but the reason is suffice to say, I don't need to, cause I might get hurt since I am a sensitive person naturally.